i am currently suffering from CONTRACT INDIGESTION.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
kay pav
happy birthday ha.
kita mo na di na ako nakontento sa mapangahas kong pagsulat ng maikling pagbati para sa iyo sa friendster. sa totoo naman kabisado ko talaga araw ng birthday mo. kahit ibitin mo pa ako ng patiwarik, kahit pa nga pasagasa mo ako sa mrt, at kahit pa lango na ako, alam ko pa rin iyon. kaso, kinulang ako ng lakas ng loob, kunwari sa friendster ko nalaman pero ang totoo, nakatatak na yun sa isipan ko.
naisip ko na din naman na matagal-tagal na din na napairal ko ang kaduwagan ko. naduduwag ako na mapalapit sa yo kasi alam ko naman na wala nang patutunguhan to. naduduwag ako na makita pa kung gaano ka kabuting tao, gaano kagaling at karesponsable kasi natatakot ako na baka pag nahulog na ako di na ako makaahon pa. para ko na ring nilublob ang sarili ko sa kumunoy kung nagkataon.
kaya mabuti na ngang lumayo sa iyo, at manaka na lumapit paminsan. tama na iyon. baka mawili ako na malapit sa yo di ko na kayanin pa lumayo.
kung alam mo lang kung gaano kalaki ang panghihinayang ko sa nagawa ko noon, at hindi ko nagawa. nandun na naisip ko na, what if nga... pero, hindi eh, malabo. kung gusto mo talaga ako, kahit ano pa nangyari, malamang gumawa ka ng paraan. kaso nga, ayaw mo sa akin eh.
ipokrita ako kung sasabihin ko na masaya ako at masaya ka sa kanya. masaya to a certain extent lang, kasi kahit papaano hinahangad ko pa rin na maging masaya ka at mahalin ng taong mahal mo - na sa malas lang eh hindi ako.
di ka naman siguro manhid kaya malamang alam mo na na ikaw nga ang pinatutungkulan ko nito. sana talaga, sana lang, mabigyan ako ng pagkakataon. pero kung sa pagsaya ko naman, kapalit nun lungkot mo, wag na lang. ipagpapatuloy ko na lang pagtitiis ko.
salamat nga pala kay kaye, ang kaibigan kong nagpamalas sa akin na ang silbi ng blog ay ang pagpapalaya ng iyong kaluluwa.
at sa iyo, sana masaya ka sa araw mo. at sana, sana, maging parte rin ako ng kaligayahan mo.
kita mo na di na ako nakontento sa mapangahas kong pagsulat ng maikling pagbati para sa iyo sa friendster. sa totoo naman kabisado ko talaga araw ng birthday mo. kahit ibitin mo pa ako ng patiwarik, kahit pa nga pasagasa mo ako sa mrt, at kahit pa lango na ako, alam ko pa rin iyon. kaso, kinulang ako ng lakas ng loob, kunwari sa friendster ko nalaman pero ang totoo, nakatatak na yun sa isipan ko.
naisip ko na din naman na matagal-tagal na din na napairal ko ang kaduwagan ko. naduduwag ako na mapalapit sa yo kasi alam ko naman na wala nang patutunguhan to. naduduwag ako na makita pa kung gaano ka kabuting tao, gaano kagaling at karesponsable kasi natatakot ako na baka pag nahulog na ako di na ako makaahon pa. para ko na ring nilublob ang sarili ko sa kumunoy kung nagkataon.
kaya mabuti na ngang lumayo sa iyo, at manaka na lumapit paminsan. tama na iyon. baka mawili ako na malapit sa yo di ko na kayanin pa lumayo.
kung alam mo lang kung gaano kalaki ang panghihinayang ko sa nagawa ko noon, at hindi ko nagawa. nandun na naisip ko na, what if nga... pero, hindi eh, malabo. kung gusto mo talaga ako, kahit ano pa nangyari, malamang gumawa ka ng paraan. kaso nga, ayaw mo sa akin eh.
ipokrita ako kung sasabihin ko na masaya ako at masaya ka sa kanya. masaya to a certain extent lang, kasi kahit papaano hinahangad ko pa rin na maging masaya ka at mahalin ng taong mahal mo - na sa malas lang eh hindi ako.
di ka naman siguro manhid kaya malamang alam mo na na ikaw nga ang pinatutungkulan ko nito. sana talaga, sana lang, mabigyan ako ng pagkakataon. pero kung sa pagsaya ko naman, kapalit nun lungkot mo, wag na lang. ipagpapatuloy ko na lang pagtitiis ko.
salamat nga pala kay kaye, ang kaibigan kong nagpamalas sa akin na ang silbi ng blog ay ang pagpapalaya ng iyong kaluluwa.
at sa iyo, sana masaya ka sa araw mo. at sana, sana, maging parte rin ako ng kaligayahan mo.
week one
all what i wanted to do right now. =D
my first week was kinda tough. i've been assigned to around 15 tasks to be accomplished asap. i barely got the sleep i was used to. so when friday night came, i was to excited to catch lost zzzzzs. unfortunately though, i had to wake up at 9am for my dental check-up. =( wasn't able to catch a doze in the afternoon too, since we had to attend a birthday party (children's ah) at fun farm at the sta.elena lot in cabuyao. will post pics later, hopefully. =) finally, had my "pitless" sleep saturday night and till 10am of sunday. but the ecstatic feeling was cut short by two contracts for review and two case briefs due monday.
i ended up with an hour's sleep.
consider that as a statement of fact and not a complain whatsoever. =p
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
day one
16 october 2006. new job. new home. hello, ortigas!!!
arrived at the office around 8:45 am. had my tour at the office with forever roomie tria. was introduced to people in the office: otchie, mike, willie, kat, joy, irene, dan, froi, dennis and SAS... got my work assignments a few hours after lunch.
finished one before heading to the bowling center at starmall. yeah, my first day coincided with the 2nd bowling tournament of the office. met bom as well, a former associate of the firm. she joined the blue team. there were 5 teams in all - yellow, white, red, blue and gren. luckily, my teammates from the yellow team ---fav, kat and willie, are really good at knocking the bowling pins down, puro sila spare, ako puro canal. hehe. buti na lang may isa akong spare! hehe... we won!!! each of us were given spa GCs as our prize! hehe =)
had fun the first day. im crossing my fingers that i be able to "deliver" the following days, wag canal ah. =)
arrived at the office around 8:45 am. had my tour at the office with forever roomie tria. was introduced to people in the office: otchie, mike, willie, kat, joy, irene, dan, froi, dennis and SAS... got my work assignments a few hours after lunch.
finished one before heading to the bowling center at starmall. yeah, my first day coincided with the 2nd bowling tournament of the office. met bom as well, a former associate of the firm. she joined the blue team. there were 5 teams in all - yellow, white, red, blue and gren. luckily, my teammates from the yellow team ---fav, kat and willie, are really good at knocking the bowling pins down, puro sila spare, ako puro canal. hehe. buti na lang may isa akong spare! hehe... we won!!! each of us were given spa GCs as our prize! hehe =)
had fun the first day. im crossing my fingers that i be able to "deliver" the following days, wag canal ah. =)
Saturday, October 14, 2006
happy birthday roxanne acuña feliciano
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOKTI!!!
thanks so much be for all the wonderful pieces of advice that you have given me through all these years. may he finally find you and shower you with so much affection yung tipong abot hanggang sukdulan, hehe =)
love ya be!!! till the last drop of my blood! eewww...
mwamwa!
old pix =)
for the benefit of those na inindyan ako. hehe...la lang =)
asan ako dito? hehe... ang binagyo kong thanksgiving dinner =)
my UP Sandigan friends... blue, twinx, maui, alisher & ivan
beda friends... don, moi, ann, atty. eric, ethel & atty. azela
MAY 13, 2006
(five months ago)
asan ako dito? hehe... ang binagyo kong thanksgiving dinner =)
roxanne, jen, milen, maan,
arvin, and marvin
arvin, and marvin
my UP Sandigan friends... blue, twinx, maui, alisher & ivan
meet my college bespy
atty. jessica vitug
atty. jessica vitug
beda friends... don, moi, ann, atty. eric, ethel & atty. azela
pa-candid shot pa kuno...
1-J blockmates...eric, bumbo, joyce, moi & my bf, hehe, joke, si manong po kasama ni bumbo =)
ay masayang-masaya sila =)
1-J blockmates...eric, bumbo, joyce, moi & my bf, hehe, joke, si manong po kasama ni bumbo =)
sila ulit =)
ay masayang-masaya sila =)the porkies, hehe...
tita miles, moi, yen & ate
tita miles, moi, yen & ate
with the lasan family...
tito, tita & baby cha =)
thanks so much =)
tito, tita & baby cha =)
uwian na! tnx guys for comin'... and bravin' the storm!
sa uulitin...sa wedding ko! hehe =)
sa uulitin...sa wedding ko! hehe =)
thanks so much =)highschool stuffies
picked this from friendster =) seems qt naman =)
>>>nicknames in HS: tinay
>>>clubs/organizations: children of mary, swan (school paper), yun lang =)
>>>ano-ano ang usual topics of discussion w/ ur friends? baka sino-sino, hehe
>>>favorite tambayan/s? dunkin, mr.donut, roxanne's house
>>>favorite merienda/lunch? merienda, ham & cheese sandwich... lunch, ala po
>>>hobbies sa classroom? mag-ingay at magsita ng nag-iingay =)
>>>ano ang kadalasang ginagawa mo after dismissal? exchange chika, a.k.a. tambay, "simoy", kumain =)
>>>nag-dissect ba kayo? luckily, nope
>>>sumasali ka ba sa quiz bees? hehehe, tell me about it
>>>eh sa sports activities? lampa po ako =)
>>>favorite subject/s? physics, filipino, pe!!! (not that i enjoy the subject itself, masaya kasi, hehe)
>>>favorite teacher/? mrs.ricamonte =)
>>>hated teacher/s? entire faculty with the exception of my favorite teacher! hehe
>>>ano rank mo sa CAT at the end of the year? ay CSGT po ata
>>>sino corps commander nyo? alex lasan
>>>favorite field trip? 4th year =)
>>>kamusta naman ang prom? is it in reference to the dance, the song or the food? anyway, all three naman are funny, note ha funny not fun-filled, hehe
>>>san kayo nag prom? =)
>>>may ka date ka ba nung prom? 4th year, yup
>>>masaya ka naman sa college school mo? highschool is a lotta diffrent, but i was happy with how my peyups days went
>>>most memorable HS moment?
1.) graduating without honors and my mom and dad not attending it
2.) irking the hell out of my teachers (they're so pissed with my lovelife e,hehe)
3.) fallin in love
4.) fallin deeply in love
5.) gettin really hurt =)
>>>given the chance to relive your HS days..ano babaguhin mo? be less uptight and be feisty, esp with what i was fightin for, i.e. my beliefs, principles, school governance...
>>>what items from the present will u bring w/u? si shaggy dog saka yun sra, hehe
>>>did you enjoy high school? sure was fun! that i enjoyed it would be an understatement!
I AM TAGGING...
maan, niq, demz and gen =)
>>>nicknames in HS: tinay
>>>clubs/organizations: children of mary, swan (school paper), yun lang =)
>>>ano-ano ang usual topics of discussion w/ ur friends? baka sino-sino, hehe
>>>favorite tambayan/s? dunkin, mr.donut, roxanne's house
>>>favorite merienda/lunch? merienda, ham & cheese sandwich... lunch, ala po
>>>hobbies sa classroom? mag-ingay at magsita ng nag-iingay =)
>>>ano ang kadalasang ginagawa mo after dismissal? exchange chika, a.k.a. tambay, "simoy", kumain =)
>>>nag-dissect ba kayo? luckily, nope
>>>sumasali ka ba sa quiz bees? hehehe, tell me about it
>>>eh sa sports activities? lampa po ako =)
>>>favorite subject/s? physics, filipino, pe!!! (not that i enjoy the subject itself, masaya kasi, hehe)
>>>favorite teacher/? mrs.ricamonte =)
>>>hated teacher/s? entire faculty with the exception of my favorite teacher! hehe
>>>ano rank mo sa CAT at the end of the year? ay CSGT po ata
>>>sino corps commander nyo? alex lasan
>>>favorite field trip? 4th year =)
>>>kamusta naman ang prom? is it in reference to the dance, the song or the food? anyway, all three naman are funny, note ha funny not fun-filled, hehe
>>>san kayo nag prom? =)
>>>may ka date ka ba nung prom? 4th year, yup
>>>masaya ka naman sa college school mo? highschool is a lotta diffrent, but i was happy with how my peyups days went
>>>most memorable HS moment?
1.) graduating without honors and my mom and dad not attending it
2.) irking the hell out of my teachers (they're so pissed with my lovelife e,hehe)
3.) fallin in love
4.) fallin deeply in love
5.) gettin really hurt =)
>>>given the chance to relive your HS days..ano babaguhin mo? be less uptight and be feisty, esp with what i was fightin for, i.e. my beliefs, principles, school governance...
>>>what items from the present will u bring w/u? si shaggy dog saka yun sra, hehe
>>>did you enjoy high school? sure was fun! that i enjoyed it would be an understatement!
I AM TAGGING...
maan, niq, demz and gen =)
my current fave...
inspired by my chat with ethel the other night... here's my song for... =) go guess!
listen to this
PARA SA AKIN
by: Sitti
from the album: Cafe Bossa
Kung ika’y magiging akin
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Pangakong di ka lolokohin
Ng puso kong nagmamahal
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman
[chorus]
Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin
Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin
Kung ako ay mamalasin
At mayron ka nang ibang mahal
Ngunit patuloy ang aking pagibig
Magpakailanman
[repeat chorus]
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman
[repeat chorus 2x]
Para sa akin
listen to this
PARA SA AKIN
by: Sitti
from the album: Cafe Bossa
Kung ika’y magiging akin
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Pangakong di ka lolokohin
Ng puso kong nagmamahal
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman
[chorus]
Di kita pipilitin
Sundin mo pang iyong damdamin
Hayaan nalang tumibok ang puso mo
Para sa akin
Kung ako ay mamalasin
At mayron ka nang ibang mahal
Ngunit patuloy ang aking pagibig
Magpakailanman
[repeat chorus]
Kung ako ay papalarin
Na ako’y iyong mahal na rin
Pangakong ikaw lang ang iibigin
Magpakailanman
[repeat chorus 2x]
Para sa akin
tagged by niq
long overdue na to, but, nonetheless, here goes nonetheless:
List 7 songs you like, list them up and then tag other 7 people you know.
Keep the game going!
1. C a n't T a k e M y E y e s O f f Y o u - inspired by 2 movies i love =)
2. S w a y (bic runga) - "i feel so uninspired, my head is battling with my heart, my logic has been torn apart..."
3. I n s e n s i t i v e (jann arden) - "i fell too fast, i feel too much..." - saka - "oh, you prob'bly won't remember me, it's prob'bly ancient history, i'm one of the chosen few who went ahead and fell for you..."
4. I D i d n't k n o w I w a s L o o k i n g F o r L o v e (indigo girls) - "i thought that love was just a fabrication, a train that wouldn't stop at my station..."
5. T r u e (ryan cabrera) - "i've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true..."
6. A t S e v e n t e e n - for those of us who knew the pain of valentines that never came..."
7. Y o u D o n't K n o w M e - "you don't know the one who dreams of you at night and longs to kiss your lips and longs to hold you tight, all i am is just a friend, that's all i've ever been, 'cause you don't know me..."
i am tagging...
1. maan
2. tokti (may multiply ka di ba?)
3. yen
4. pambie
5. raissa
6. cheng
7. yette... [may gift mag-comply, hehe]
List 7 songs you like, list them up and then tag other 7 people you know.
Keep the game going!
1. C a n't T a k e M y E y e s O f f Y o u - inspired by 2 movies i love =)
2. S w a y (bic runga) - "i feel so uninspired, my head is battling with my heart, my logic has been torn apart..."
3. I n s e n s i t i v e (jann arden) - "i fell too fast, i feel too much..." - saka - "oh, you prob'bly won't remember me, it's prob'bly ancient history, i'm one of the chosen few who went ahead and fell for you..."
4. I D i d n't k n o w I w a s L o o k i n g F o r L o v e (indigo girls) - "i thought that love was just a fabrication, a train that wouldn't stop at my station..."
5. T r u e (ryan cabrera) - "i've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing that's true..."
6. A t S e v e n t e e n - for those of us who knew the pain of valentines that never came..."
7. Y o u D o n't K n o w M e - "you don't know the one who dreams of you at night and longs to kiss your lips and longs to hold you tight, all i am is just a friend, that's all i've ever been, 'cause you don't know me..."
i am tagging...
1. maan
2. tokti (may multiply ka di ba?)
3. yen
4. pambie
5. raissa
6. cheng
7. yette... [may gift mag-comply, hehe]
random updates
1. LEFT. got a new job. will start to pester tria and monique this 16th. =D
2. HOPING. as i have always prayed for, may i meet the expectations of the people around me. may they have patience to bear with my mediocre appreciation of the law. and may i keep up with their excellence.
3. KEEPING MY FINGER CROSSED. may our paths meet, and i hope that i won't stammer and that i'd be able to have a chitty-chat with him. (kung pwede nga lang ma-stock kaming dalawa sa lift, why not? =p) para sa birthday niya... =)
4. DISAPPOINTED. change that to DISGUSTED. was full of disgust with how things went with my former job. niq, the "doctrine of strained relations" suited my 12-day remaining stay. hell week, yeah.
5. OUTSMARTED. let me keep the details to myself. sabi nga nila, it's a disgrace to badmouth your former employer. thus, let us just put it this way - what i did was the perfect manifestation of the saying, "do not get even, get ahead." [insert evil laugh here]
6. FURIOUS. pretty face invited me to be a part of her friendster network. same with maan, milen and jen. being the amiable, charming girls that we are (do i see arched brows? hehe), we approved her invitation. if i am not mistaken, a day later, pretty face sends a message through my friendster account telling me that i am getting fat (ah, make that FAT, she encoded all three letters in caps) and asking the obvious - that i am still without a boyfriend. tried to be calm about it. won't stoop down to her level. yoko pansinin na, she might think she is too relevant a creature to be worthy of my attention. however...
7. RAGING MAD. a day after, maan called me telling me that pretty face wrote a comment at our group pic at milen's friendster account. only milen was spared from pretty face's panlalait. definitely, she doesn't have any idea who she is messing with. i was sooo mad. tapos it's discernible naman that it may not even be pretty face talaga. with that, i posted an entry at my friendster blog. don't she dare mess with me again. or else...extra-legal means na to. =D
8. EXCITED. in about two weeks, my fwens and i will be witnessing the wedding of jen. the fwens' first! =) out-of-town pa so the excitement is doubled. prob is, we are still "attire-less." =p gotta hurry na talaga and pick the perfect dress.
9. UNDECIDED. heard that slimmer's has an ongoing promo. sorta "buy 1, take 1." maan is urging me to avail of that promo. still undecided - kayanin ko kaya with my daily "journey"?
10. DAZED. i used to ignore his presence back then. let's just say that i was too involved with ex. he's just so kind, so warm a friend, so manly. guess "familiarity breeds contempt" talaga. contemptuous kasi if i let myself take the plunge! hehe... let me just enjoy the moments stealing glances at him, or be mesmerized by his voice, or get flushed whenever our eyes meet... so juvenile no?! =)
2. HOPING. as i have always prayed for, may i meet the expectations of the people around me. may they have patience to bear with my mediocre appreciation of the law. and may i keep up with their excellence.
3. KEEPING MY FINGER CROSSED. may our paths meet, and i hope that i won't stammer and that i'd be able to have a chitty-chat with him. (kung pwede nga lang ma-stock kaming dalawa sa lift, why not? =p) para sa birthday niya... =)
4. DISAPPOINTED. change that to DISGUSTED. was full of disgust with how things went with my former job. niq, the "doctrine of strained relations" suited my 12-day remaining stay. hell week, yeah.
5. OUTSMARTED. let me keep the details to myself. sabi nga nila, it's a disgrace to badmouth your former employer. thus, let us just put it this way - what i did was the perfect manifestation of the saying, "do not get even, get ahead." [insert evil laugh here]
6. FURIOUS. pretty face invited me to be a part of her friendster network. same with maan, milen and jen. being the amiable, charming girls that we are (do i see arched brows? hehe), we approved her invitation. if i am not mistaken, a day later, pretty face sends a message through my friendster account telling me that i am getting fat (ah, make that FAT, she encoded all three letters in caps) and asking the obvious - that i am still without a boyfriend. tried to be calm about it. won't stoop down to her level. yoko pansinin na, she might think she is too relevant a creature to be worthy of my attention. however...
7. RAGING MAD. a day after, maan called me telling me that pretty face wrote a comment at our group pic at milen's friendster account. only milen was spared from pretty face's panlalait. definitely, she doesn't have any idea who she is messing with. i was sooo mad. tapos it's discernible naman that it may not even be pretty face talaga. with that, i posted an entry at my friendster blog. don't she dare mess with me again. or else...extra-legal means na to. =D
8. EXCITED. in about two weeks, my fwens and i will be witnessing the wedding of jen. the fwens' first! =) out-of-town pa so the excitement is doubled. prob is, we are still "attire-less." =p gotta hurry na talaga and pick the perfect dress.
9. UNDECIDED. heard that slimmer's has an ongoing promo. sorta "buy 1, take 1." maan is urging me to avail of that promo. still undecided - kayanin ko kaya with my daily "journey"?
10. DAZED. i used to ignore his presence back then. let's just say that i was too involved with ex. he's just so kind, so warm a friend, so manly. guess "familiarity breeds contempt" talaga. contemptuous kasi if i let myself take the plunge! hehe... let me just enjoy the moments stealing glances at him, or be mesmerized by his voice, or get flushed whenever our eyes meet... so juvenile no?! =)
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