burp!

i am currently suffering from CONTRACT INDIGESTION.

kay pav

happy birthday ha.

kita mo na di na ako nakontento sa mapangahas kong pagsulat ng maikling pagbati para sa iyo sa friendster. sa totoo naman kabisado ko talaga araw ng birthday mo. kahit ibitin mo pa ako ng patiwarik, kahit pa nga pasagasa mo ako sa mrt, at kahit pa lango na ako, alam ko pa rin iyon. kaso, kinulang ako ng lakas ng loob, kunwari sa friendster ko nalaman pero ang totoo, nakatatak na yun sa isipan ko.

naisip ko na din naman na matagal-tagal na din na napairal ko ang kaduwagan ko. naduduwag ako na mapalapit sa yo kasi alam ko naman na wala nang patutunguhan to. naduduwag ako na makita pa kung gaano ka kabuting tao, gaano kagaling at karesponsable kasi natatakot ako na baka pag nahulog na ako di na ako makaahon pa. para ko na ring nilublob ang sarili ko sa kumunoy kung nagkataon.

kaya mabuti na ngang lumayo sa iyo, at manaka na lumapit paminsan. tama na iyon. baka mawili ako na malapit sa yo di ko na kayanin pa lumayo.

kung alam mo lang kung gaano kalaki ang panghihinayang ko sa nagawa ko noon, at hindi ko nagawa. nandun na naisip ko na, what if nga... pero, hindi eh, malabo. kung gusto mo talaga ako, kahit ano pa nangyari, malamang gumawa ka ng paraan. kaso nga, ayaw mo sa akin eh.

ipokrita ako kung sasabihin ko na masaya ako at masaya ka sa kanya. masaya to a certain extent lang, kasi kahit papaano hinahangad ko pa rin na maging masaya ka at mahalin ng taong mahal mo - na sa malas lang eh hindi ako.

di ka naman siguro manhid kaya malamang alam mo na na ikaw nga ang pinatutungkulan ko nito. sana talaga, sana lang, mabigyan ako ng pagkakataon. pero kung sa pagsaya ko naman, kapalit nun lungkot mo, wag na lang. ipagpapatuloy ko na lang pagtitiis ko.

salamat nga pala kay kaye, ang kaibigan kong nagpamalas sa akin na ang silbi ng blog ay ang pagpapalaya ng iyong kaluluwa.

at sa iyo, sana masaya ka sa araw mo. at sana, sana, maging parte rin ako ng kaligayahan mo.

week one

all what i wanted to do right now. =D

my first week was kinda tough. i've been assigned to around 15 tasks to be accomplished asap. i barely got the sleep i was used to. so when friday night came, i was to excited to catch lost zzzzzs. unfortunately though, i had to wake up at 9am for my dental check-up. =( wasn't able to catch a doze in the afternoon too, since we had to attend a birthday party (children's ah) at fun farm at the sta.elena lot in cabuyao. will post pics later, hopefully. =) finally, had my "pitless" sleep saturday night and till 10am of sunday. but the ecstatic feeling was cut short by two contracts for review and two case briefs due monday.

i ended up with an hour's sleep.

consider that as a statement of fact and not a complain whatsoever. =p

day one

16 october 2006. new job. new home. hello, ortigas!!!

arrived at the office around 8:45 am. had my tour at the office with forever roomie tria. was introduced to people in the office: otchie, mike, willie, kat, joy, irene, dan, froi, dennis and SAS... got my work assignments a few hours after lunch.

finished one before heading to the bowling center at starmall. yeah, my first day coincided with the 2nd bowling tournament of the office. met bom as well, a former associate of the firm. she joined the blue team. there were 5 teams in all - yellow, white, red, blue and gren. luckily, my teammates from the yellow team ---fav, kat and willie, are really good at knocking the bowling pins down, puro sila spare, ako puro canal. hehe. buti na lang may isa akong spare! hehe... we won!!! each of us were given spa GCs as our prize! hehe =)

had fun the first day. im crossing my fingers that i be able to "deliver" the following days, wag canal ah. =)

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ambagal naman niya magrefresh =(

happy birthday roxanne acuña feliciano

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOKTI!!!

thanks so much be for all the wonderful pieces of advice that you have given me through all these years. may he finally find you and shower you with so much affection yung tipong abot hanggang sukdulan, hehe =)
love ya be!!! till the last drop of my blood! eewww...
mwamwa!

old pix =)

for the benefit of those na inindyan ako. hehe...la lang =)

MAY 13, 2006

(five months ago)

asan ako dito? hehe... ang binagyo kong thanksgiving dinner =)

roxanne, jen, milen, maan,
arvin, and marvin

my UP Sandigan friends... blue, twinx, maui, alisher & ivan

meet my college bespy
atty. jessica vitug

beda friends... don, moi, ann, atty. eric, ethel & atty. azela

pa-candid shot pa kuno...

1-J blockmates...eric, bumbo, joyce, moi & my bf, hehe, joke, si manong po kasama ni bumbo =)

sila ulit =)

ay masayang-masaya sila =)

the porkies, hehe...
tita miles, moi, yen & ate

with the lasan family...
tito, tita & baby cha =)

uwian na! tnx guys for comin'... and bravin' the storm!

sa uulitin...sa wedding ko! hehe =)

thanks so much =)