more than a year has passed when i last posted an entry. i missed blogging and the immeasurable peace it gives by just being there, accepting all that i wanted it to keep immortal.
i must write this down, i told myself. new work, but not much of new friends i can talk with. the stress i am experiencing at work sometimes makes me regret leaving where i stayed the longest. but, i know that aside from the fact that i can't turn back the time anymore, i have to stay put not only for myself but for the people i love.
sacrifice is indeed a big word. as big as love. i truly believe that everytime we love, sacrifice is there, beckoning at us that it should also be there. simply put, no love if there is no sacrifice.
hence, i know that i just cannot leave. have to bear everything if only to make life easier for those i love. everytime i feel pain, i would remind myself that i am also doing this for the people i love. if i need to leave, i must make sure that all else will be the same --- if not, for the better.
verily, love is one double-edged sword. while it gives you happiness beyond measure, there is also pain in keeping it. i would want to give up, but i can't.
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