v-day (and the way to start it)

i am really pissed (that i am actually crying).

how can some people be so inconsiderate about the feelings of others? how is it that they do not see any wrong in making another feel so stupid and incompetent? how can they not see the impropriety of having another person feel so bad about himself/herself? why do some people care only about themselves?

i am not okay. i want to get drunk and perhaps, numb myself from this "feeling". i will go home late in the hope that as i dive on my bed, all the painful emotions shall disappear.

i am unhappy, empty, tired.

sana bitch na lang ako. sana kagaya din ako ng nasa paragraph 2.

love month? s*it.