hibernation

it has been more than a month since i have last posted an entry. yup, a lot has happened since then.

my birthday. i did not go to review class. hehe. dq. what a way to start my 26th year of existence. a lot greeted me. there were even those who i did not expect. but, there were those who either forgot, or probably, deliberately did not (makes me wonder, was i that bad? =( )... anyway, i resolved not to greet them na lang, unless their reason is justifiable.

pahiyas fest. my and my good friend maan's first. it was really a fun experience. at least, i can proudly say YES to regine velasquez' smart ad (nakapunta ka na ba?). it was worth the money, the pounds gain and the sunburn. maan and i hope that it will be a yearly event for us. miss laguador, our HS teacher, was just as happy as we were as it was their cozy home which we "messed up."

my review. haaayyy... there is nothin much to say as i had nothin accomplished as well. when it comes to studying, i am such a cram freak. all the "juices", i surmise, are released whenever it's time to rush. i just hope this would not be fatal to my exams, otherwise... ala naman. hay, this is all ive got - no love life, no anda, hehe, no gimmicks - and i better not screw this up. so to start it off right, three months prior to the exams, i will be HIBERNATING in my dormitory in manila. roomie tria has sent her tv set to pampanga last april and i only brought my cd player so that'll be wreck-y boredom-ful stay! i just hope i will remain sane after all these. and topmost of it all, that i take and pass the bar once. please Lord!

in relation to this bar thingy, i was asked by the beda registrar to acquire a certification from UP Diliman that i have taken and passed the two subjects which i cross enrolled at UP summer of 2001. goodness, after having stayed in beda for five years, i was not informed that such was needed. i had to go to UP and with the bureaucracy that Philippines has (glaring even at the premiere state university), i was forced to come back the following day! and worse, my dad and i were even scolded by the people at the registrar's office. so natural of me, i turned my back as i cursed them silently, while they boastingly said their monologue. ***tty! bulok talaga.

and starting tomorrow, i'll be off to the dormitory - and hopefully, study well.

p.s. for about a week now, i have been dreaming about this guy. was it "regressing'? well, as far as i am concerned, i am confident to say that i have no special feelings for him now. except that of course, he remains dear as he has proven himself a real good friend. or was it just that he is about to celebrate his birthday? the last time i dreamt of him, they became real. but this time, i know it can never come true. not in this lifetime. not because i despise him, but because i dont wanna spoil his happiness. may he stay happy and loved. =)

p.p.s. my many thanks to the people who care to read about my walang wentang entries. =) i hope to give you updates the coming months. cant promise though. i promise myself to go on a heavy entertainment-diet (tv, movies, gimmicks and net). mwa! bye for now...